2004-2023
Oh my Sacred Love what have I done
the more I come to understand
the more all hopes a mere quicksand
can such a score ever be reconciled at all
can such a record be pardoned
can I ever be weighed and measured – hey you
oh my Sacred Love – my sinning – my deeds against you
can they ever be forgiven at all ?
Oh my love – what have I done – what have I done – to you
Hey loudmouth
your files show bloodshed & ruins
your feelings god may forgive
your secrets lost to gamblers
they’ll cheer around your grave
Hey loudmouth
your verse a screaming nightmare
your soul boy god may save
your secrets entrusted to hustlers
they’ll cheer around your grave
Hey loudmouth
your bonfire’s agonies raging
your grace boy god may save
your secrets lost to gangsters
they’ll cheer on your love’s grave
Oh my love what have I done to you – oh my love just what have I done
Most desperate pleading here however :
if there you are dear providence, well, I must say
I just can’t appreciate you very much
& that definitely is an understatement of some sort – I tell you
Because by god – what have YOU done to my love
Not in my most outrageous dreams
not in my most horrible nightmares
could I ever have imagined
such cunning
nor such punishment indeed
such mean abuse & torture
bloody maiming – nearly murder
of Sacred Love
Oh by god – if you still dare calling this treatment love
if all of this was in accordance with any holy providence
then you tell me – whose love has it been then anyway
and must I really be the one obliged to ask this question:
what have I done – what have I done – what have I done
To my Sacred Love ?